Intro
Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
23
UWA
likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older

Blogroll
  • Amanda
  • Jeremy
  • Xinyi
  • Joel
  • Joy
  • Cherie
  • Ian
  • Yongxin
  • Joanne
  • Eddie
  • comix
  • XX
  • AT
  • sgt
  • Terence
  • Celia
  • Fango
  • May 2004
    June 2004
    July 2004
    August 2004
    September 2004
    October 2004
    November 2004
    December 2004
    January 2005
    February 2005
    March 2005
    April 2005
    May 2005
    June 2005
    July 2005
    August 2005
    September 2005
    October 2005
    November 2005
    December 2005
    January 2006
    February 2006
    March 2006
    April 2006
    May 2006
    June 2006
    July 2006
    August 2006
    September 2006
    October 2006
    November 2006
    December 2006
    January 2007
    February 2007
    March 2007
    April 2007
    May 2007
    June 2007
    July 2007
    August 2007
    September 2007
    October 2007
    November 2007
    December 2007
    January 2008
    February 2008
    March 2008
    April 2008
    May 2008
    June 2008
    July 2008
    August 2008
    September 2008
    October 2008
    November 2008
    December 2008
    January 2009
    February 2009
    March 2009
    April 2009
    May 2009
    June 2009
    July 2009
    August 2009
    September 2009
    October 2009
    November 2009
    December 2009
    January 2010
    February 2010
    March 2010
    April 2010
    May 2010
    June 2010
    July 2010
    September 2010


    br> <
    1 day off, 2 days leave
    Tuesday, August 22, 2006
    since sat nite
    im back in the cv world till wed nite
    so called block leave

    feels darn fantastic staying in the cv world for more than 48 hours consecutively
    AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

    but then i havent met ani of my frens yet...........
    well cos theyre either in school, in camp, or have their own things to do
    and i dont really have ani female frens

    lets not even mention whether i have that special someone
    i think its pretty obvious by the way i type
    that i dont
    it can get lonely.......
    but nvm
    as long as im out of camp im happy
    anithing beats being stuck in jurong camp

    so what i have done?
    just the simple things in life
    eating out
    drinking soft drinks
    munching chocolates
    lazing around in front of the tv
    playing arcade games as usual
    reading magazines at newstands/bookshops

    it feels great to have ur freedom back even if its temporary......
    yest evening finally collected my A level cert at my old skool
    my old teacher asked me what i was up to
    when i said i was a combat engineer trainee
    ........ well he appeared stunned
    " must carry a lot of heavy things" he said....
    argh..... deep down in my heart
    i knew this was true
    but pretended to shrug off the comment
    darn

    okay so now im left with bout 26 hours left
    got to treasure them

    its like 3 days off every 9 weeks!!!
    not a very good deal man

    alritez
    im going to meet up with my old pal for dinner soon
    the only fren i think im going to meet in the entire block leave

    last week summary
    monday to wed
    field camp
    darn tiring
    boots soaked
    feet drenched
    socks tore
    shagged out

    sat was live firing
    pretty okay


    6:50:00 PM


    .....
    Saturday, August 12, 2006
    lets put it this way

    the weekend is too darn short

    weekdays are hectic

    and i yearn to live the life of a civillian again

    free from the world of ns

    looking all around the streets
    just 5 months ago
    before 7th april

    the life of a civillian...

    currently the gals are starting uni
    having orientations
    getting to know new gal frens
    a new phase

    well the guys are still in ns
    sometimes i cant help but feel
    jealous



    national day has passed
    the firework displays are ending

    just today during soc
    got to see bravo wing of ocs training
    saw some of my old platoon mates from ninja in bmt
    haha they are octs with two bars liao
    a couple of more months and its the chocolate bar
    plus saluting
    while im still a pte

    but to me im not bothered bout rank
    well maybe thats cos i dont really care much bout the army in the first place

    before i sidetrack too much
    which i think i am doing
    cos my mind doesnt do much serious thinking these days
    its just taking orders from sergeants all day
    taking shit and having no way to release it
    quarrels that nearly brake out into fights between ppl are occasional
    given the highly explosive environment

    in short

    a wave of sianness and aura of sadness
    at 30 sce jurong camp c coy


    7:24:00 PM


    life screws u around haha so much for being a virgin
    Sunday, August 06, 2006
    well its been a while since i update
    feeling tired as usual

    the past week

    >> SHAG

    yeah that sums it up

    20 hours of bookout time burnt due to remedial training
    that destroys boots and uniforms

    pls stay a million miles away from concertina wires
    and hope u dun have to concstruct them

    and i found out how irresistible sleep is once u are awake for more than 24 hours....
    not fun man staying awake
    not to enjoy urself
    but to do training bleaht

    sit down and before u know it

    KO!!

    niwaes national day is coming up

    3 parades coming up.....

    one destroyed pair of boots

    20 hours of freedom left

    better enjoy it

    civillians

    i wish ur a happy national day
    enjoy urselfs

    to other nsfs

    lets hope that we can get a day off or too


    to students

    dun be too stressed yar

    if theres one thing i learned over the past 5 months of nsf

    often u dont appreciate things till u lose it

    like ur cv life, simple things......
    soft drinks
    having ur hp
    freedom to move around


    12:13:00 AM